ten times removed
i forget about where it all began
bastard son of a bastard son of
a wild eyed child of the sun
and right as rain, i'm not the same but
i feel the same, i feel nothing
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
i forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again
i sensed my loss
before i even learned to talk
and i remember my birthdays
empty party afternoons won't come back
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
i forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again
i forget to forget me
i forget to forget you see
nothing is important to me
i knew my loss
before i even learned to speak
and all along, i knew it was wrong
but i played along, with my birthday song
holding back the fool again
holding back the fool pretends
i forget to forget nothing is important
holding back the fool again

Fall 1994 - Sadlands (Billy's house)
Mar - Aug 1995 - Chicago Recording Company
31 May 1995 - Chicago Recording Company (Sequence IV)
Aug 1995 - Village Recorder
1994 - Gravity Studios

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (x3)   (buy )
The Aeroplane Flies High (x2)   (buy )
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (promo)
Albanopumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Power

Acoustic Melon Songs
Acousticollie And The Infinite Outtakes (x2)
The Aeroplane Flies Underground
Atomic Energy
Beautiful As The Sun
The Berlin Bullet
Billy's Gravity Demos I
Billy's Home Demos
Brixton
Brixton
Dawn
Demos & Outtakes From Mellon Collie & The Infinite Sadness
Despite All Our Rage, We're Just Like Rats In A Cage
Dusk
Just Give Me What I Want
Kick Start 96
Knock on Wood (x2)
MCIS Demos I
MCIS Demos III
The Mellon Collie Demos
Mellow, Jolly And The Infinite Madness (x2)
Rocknight
Secret Destroyers (x2)
Secrets Of Your Dreams
Sequence IV
Squashed Zucchini
Thank You For Participating
Tune in, Turn On, Rawk Out
Turpentine Kisses
(We Salute You) Naked Man

total: 41 (7 on official releases, 34 boots)

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