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			to the center of the earth
or anywhere god decides
 full of fever pulling forth
 we hear our call as all
 
 and to the center of the earth
 as if written in
 and dna is reaching out
 to your frequency
 
 i want to live
 and don't want to die
 i want to live
 i want to try
 
 all in prayer
 prayer in all
 all are scared
 scared of all
 
 black rooms are calling
 to men in leather coats
 white labs are cooking
 up the silver ghost
 the glass migrates under
 her translucent skin
 and all the spiders wonder
 what we've got us in
 
 all is you
 you are all
 all with you
 you in all
 
 i want to live
 i don't want to die
 i want to live
 i want to try
 
 so, it's all very obtuse
 because it's all like, like, i don't know
 so, like, i started thinking
 that everything i operate on
 is based on what i believe god was telling me to do
 god could be my intuition or whatever
 but i always assume
 i always assume that the voice i hear is the voice of god
 then i started thinking
 what if i'm insane
 so i'm operating on the premise
 that i'm hearing the voice of god
 or what i perceive to be god speaking to me
 or through me
 but maybe i'm completly in...
 so all my...
 demagoguery in my life about me thinking that my life has importance
 my, my..
 thinking that my life has importance
 my, my, my thought of it
 and the fact that i believe that i'm following my intuition
 which in and of itself may be completely false
 so then i started freaking out thinking...
 of itself may be completely false
 and again this creature that believes that he's acting upon
 heavenly intuition, but meanwhile he's totally rampant
 and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
 of all the negativity against...
 and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
 of all the negativity against...
 and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
 of all the negativity against...
 
 so beats the final coda
 of our vinyl storm
 one more cherry cola
 to lift up her dead arms
 a dream of soft focus sunsets
 filters through the din
 we are losing contact
 as she dials it in
 she can hear glass calling
 or is it someone that looks like him
 she eyes tv reflection
 and nods a knowing look
 she says it doesn't matter
 she'd never liked her looks
 i have seen a thousand fractures
 i have seen everything
 cause knowing is its own answer
 love something in a book
 there's not much left to ponder
 not much left to cook
 as she counted the spiders
 as they crawled up inside her
 as she counted the spiders
 as they crawled up inside her
 as she counted the spiders
 as they crawled up inside her
 as she counted the spiders
 as they crawled up inside her
 as she counted the spiders
 as they crawled up inside her
 as she counted the spiders, oh
 
		  
		Glass and the Ghost Children   (demo)
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		Nov 1998 - Oct 1999 - Chicago Recording CompanyLate 1998 - Sadlands (Billy's house)
 
   
			Machina/the machines of God
			(x3)
		  (buy ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) Machina/the machines of God
			(promo)
 London By Day - Live at the BBC - Dec 5th, 2014
 Ghost Children: A Tribute To The Smashing Pumpkins
 
 The Age Of Innocence
			(x2)
 Live at Budokan
 Live in Tokyo
 Machina Acoustic Demos
 Sad Thoughts - Live Sounds
 The Second To Last Gig Ever!
 There Is No God
 Vredenburg 2000
 
 total: 15
		(6 on official releases, 9 boots)
 
  
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