| 
		"It has a lot to do with spirituality and trying to find my place in the universe and sort of humbly accepting limitations and the things I've been graced with. It's more of a humanistic world view. I'm not writing anymore for the tortured teen--both me and whoever was listening. I'm writing with the idea that everybody's experiencing these things all the time, and even if they're not experiencing them personally, they're affected by them." -BC
		 | 
	| 
		  
			you know i'm not dead
you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm not dead
 
 now you know where i've been
 as you sleep, torn i am
 weighted down patiently
 born of love
 
 you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
 i'm just living in my head
 forever waiting on the ways of your desire
 you always find a way
 and through it all, into us all you move
 
 forgotten touch
 forbidden thought
 we can never have enough
 
 you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm not dead
 
 found below, the creatures scream
 stranglehold, a god machine
 begin to tear us out
 what is hell
 
 you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
 i'm just the tears inside your head
 forever waiting on the ways of your desire
 you always find a way
 and through it all, into us all you move
 
 forgotten touch
 forbidden thought
 we can never have enough
 you know i'm not dead
 
 we all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
 enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
 but underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog
 the fickle fascination of an everlasting god
 
 you know i'm not dead
 i'm just living in my head
 forever waiting
 forever waiting a cruel death
 you know i'm not dead
 i'm just living for myself
 forever waiting
 
 you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm not dead
 you know i'm not dead
 
		  
		Disco King 
 |  |   
		Nov 1998 - Oct 1999 - Chicago Recording Company
   
			Machina/the machines of God
			(x2)
		  (buy ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) Greatest Hits (Rotten Apples)
		  (buy
 ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) (Promotional Music Video Tapes)
			(promo)
 The Everlasting Gaze
			(promo)
 7 Track Machina Promo - Unnamed
			(promo)
		  (buy
 ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) Stand Inside Your Love
			(promo)
 Machina/the machines of God
			(promo)
 Greatest Hits Video Collection: 1991-2000
			(x2)
		  (buy
 ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) The Videos (promo)
 Video Loop
			(x2)
 M83 - Radio Mix
 The Killer In You
		  (buy
 ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) Shot Full of Diamonds: A Tribute to The Smashing Pumpkins
 Guitar Hero World Tour
		  (buy
 ![[amazon.com]](/headers/btn_amazon.gif) ) 
 The Age Of Innocence
			(x2)
 The Friends & Enemies of Modern Music
 Live at Budokan
 Live in Tokyo
 Machina EMI Promo
 Machina Picture Disc
 The Original F.E.M.M Tape
 Sad Thoughts - Live Sounds
 The Second To Last Gig Ever!
 There Is No God
 Vredenburg 2000
 
 total: 29
		(17 on official releases, 12 boots)
 
  
 iTunes
 
 |